Reaching~~Mind wandering,Reaching,YearningSpitting cursesAt the onesI love,Hating the worldIn a fit ofBlameIt's not my fault,And yet it is -What isn't?Falling apart,On my kneesCrying,Begging,CluelessFor what I'mSearching for...Wandering,Yearning,Reaching outTo all the wrongMotives -Reaching toAny thoughtThat speaks,Yearning forThe rightDirectionNo matterWhereIt leads meWandering,My mindLosingIt's wayWritingAt the edgeOf sanity,BelievingIt could beBetter...If it ever will.
The DesertBe my gatewayThat guides meThrough the cracksOf shattered groundI'm losing my step,I've fought the heatFor much too longI've been hydratingOn suicidal thoughtsTo keep my mindFrom seeing miragesThe dehydration of joyIs becoming too much,Almost all of itHas seeped downBetween the cracksI'm lost in vastnessWhere nobody is leftTo help me on my feetSo that I may walkUntil I can reachA better end
Mirrorous EyesThe sky is falling apartAnd the stars are dimming,Every twinkle from the sunAnd its neighboring minisCan be seen as they fade...Waves crashing up againstThe muddy hills as theySlowly collapse backInto the darkenedOcean waterEyes emptily stareInto a shattered mirror,They glare blandlyInto the remnantsOf the soul they copy
Love ExistsPerhaps...Love does existIt's just not sweet -It's ravaging,It's heartbreaking,It's angry,It's a cursePeople age,People changeAnd the world aroundThreatens it allAnd yet...Love existsAnd it's the mostSpecial,Peaceful,Glorious,BeautifulThing ever in existenceDespite every wordThat threatened divorceOver fourteen years...Every phraseThat may as wellBeen boreFrom the tongueOf a snakeThe want to be alone,The wish that the otherWould just stop it all -Love existsAnd it's the truest,Most beautiful pain,I've ever witnessed ~
Lightning BugsLost in a beautiful image of light.Igniting dreams I've already lost.Gaining another reason to walk.Holding on to lights I can't reach.Time in perfection to pull me away.No more room for bad thought.Instead enticed into forever.Now is better than never to walk.Growing past one more fault.But not everything is perfect,Understanding is lost when an ideaGnaws at every cell of your brain toSend yourself away to a land less peaceful.